One More Time........

Why?
Why do I have to face you again?
Whatever happened to our plan to ‘move on’?
I thought I did
Did you?
No?
Why didn’t you?
Leave me alone
Please
Let me be me
Wasn’t it getting better?
When we were apart from each other
You not being part of me
And me not being part of you
That was the deal wasn’t it?
I thought I silenced you with distance
And detest
But you came back
Just when I thought I am freed from you
You came back
How dare you
You got no right to,
after all that I have been through
But this time,
I won’t acknowledge you
I won’t accept you
And I totally refuse to experience,
even a tiny part of you
They say I am best when you’re not around
And life has really been good all along.
Let me be me.
No?
Why?
Why now?
If you insist,
I will resist
And if u persist,
I will insist
You won’t stop till the usual
I should have known better
You always want to win
Fine I give in
To you this time
For the last time
I will acknowledge,
I will accept
And
I will experience every part of you,
Now
But you will leave me then, won’t you?
For good
Go now
The best is yet to be
For now I can be,
What I am meant to be
Go now
For good
I should have known better
You should have known better (that)
You are not my greatest companion
A-N-G-E-R is not my greatest companion

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