Wednesday, October 26, 2005

When the kitchen seems cold..........


Am in da worst mood today. Worst with a capital F!

Right now, i have a burning need to swear with all those words i could ever think of!
Da damn share prices dropped real badly and i can kick myself hard for not selling it last week. Wanna swear at my stupidity. Procastination is a bad word.

I have always hated putting things till the last min and here i am left to regret my actions.

I know! Its the cause and effect theory again.........

The whole week started off like shit! Sucks! Both my parents flew off on a holiday yesterday and i won't get to see them for 2 mths.Aaaarghhhhh! I don't need someone to baby me but i am going to miss them real bad.

Its the presense that counts. I want my mum to be always there t
o nag at me,
when i go roaming the streets and sneak back home late night hoping she wont' find out,
when i go on a diet giving lame excuses of wanting a hot bod like hers,
when i fail to eat at home despite making thousand promises to her that i will,
when i engage in a verbal war with my bro over who is mum's favourite,
when i complain about how difficult life can be for a women in her 20s in comparison with a woman in her 40s (her).

When, when, all right seem wrong and when all wrong seems right........

I just want her to be where she always will be for me....


In the big warm kitchen where both of us discuss the essence of life ....

Even the kitchen seems cold without her.......


Saturday, October 15, 2005

Boast not thyself of tomorrow; for thou knowest not what a day may bring forth......

This....I like. Its very appropriate for my today's post.
Well, was talking to a friend of mine. Not actually a favourite of mine, but still the kind soul in me chose to entertain her. Given my attention and time, she rattled away about how good life is , her future plans, about him and her etc etc.

NO. Am not sour of another's achievements but it must have at least a bit of truth to it, to make my attention worth. Am tired of people boasting. There are billions of people on the world. Why should i take special interest in who u dated, who you are with now and who u shagged?
Taking pride of one's achievement is one thing but boasting about wat is in their agenda is another. And they make it worse by topping it up with lies. *Sigh*
Give me a break.....safe it for your very own blog or friendster.

Noone knows if tomorrow ever comes. So how does this stooges get overconfident? Rattle on. Am listening , yes but not paying attention.

And for some uncool reason, am tired of seeing pple blast their private moments on friendster. (refer :
www.friendster.com). When i say private, i meant it with a capital P!
Get a profile, post your pics of special moments, your bf/gf, friends, family etc!BUT why tell the whole world wat u does or got beneath ur sheets???
Seeing is not believing! So i choose not to believe wat i see. Behind those french kiss shots, there must be something else babe. Who knows? Only time will tell...Keep ur fingers crossed.

Till then keep wat is private, private darling. No one notices when u get something right, BUT everyone does when something goes wrong.

So repeat after MOI..............
Boast not thyself of tomorrow; for thou knowest not what a day may bring forth. Proverbs 27:1

Monday, October 10, 2005

My 1st print of Expression........

Wow! Not bad for a fresh start to my first blog.

I can type watever i want, in watever fashion. My very own writing pad. I will type away in my worst english lingo, sms lang and even add some stupid graphics to confuse readers. No one will question me or my words. Wat da heck rite? This is a platform to display my very own style even if it sounds damn lame.

But this is my 1st post. 1st impression is supposed to be good na? But why fake it? I ain't going to kill myself over wat others think abt my blog. Its mine.

My very own way of expressing wat i feel, heard, said or did. Expression is My Birthright.

And it is YOU who chose to read. Welcome.....