Letting Go...............

Its seems easier,
to walk away
to stop trying
to end what was already dying
to never persist
to choose silent dignity amidst
to live life not as an even but an odd number
to abandon the thought of living happily ever after
to dream alone
to again be on my own
to take responsibility for one
to stop worrying about us two
to live in solitude
to rejoice in silent gratitude
to stop thinking about what's next
to start thinking about what's best
to let you run your life all by yourself
to start living for myself

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as the years went by
one, two three, four and five
its not easy being still alive
when somethings that you said and did not
turned my hearts into knots
yes, you will never know
what it is to be like a woman
but you should know
that i too am a human
don't say these are all too common
cause then I will be urged to call it off
and say men are indeed stubborn!


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Can't believe that you can still make me cry........MJ

How can one not cry, even after watching this..........

Missing your magic :(

Soul Type

I did another one of the facebook quizzes after a looong time.

This one felt kinda different.

You have come out with the Oceanic soul type. This would describe you as a person who is generally happy inside with an array of surfacing moods that tend to effect the people around you more than you would like. You are very busy dealing with things that seem like they would make no sense to the people in your life. You long for communion emotionally with someone but can't seem to find anyone who fits the bill. It is exceedingly important for an Oceanic soul to realize they are part of something by nature that is so vast, so incredible, so infinitely changing that they do not need to 'connect' the way they have learned to think that they do. All they really need to do is take notice of the beauty they are a real bonafide part of and participate fully. It is by exerting will in this small behavioral way that will bring them into a light that is very attractive to the right kind of people for them. Ironically, once an Oceanic realizes what they are a part of and starts to really willfully participate, they no longer feel such a need for connection.. cest la vie.. so get busy Oceanic soul! You have a lifetime of tides to ebb and flow through, and a whole world of beauty to be a part of.